Happy Birthday Mom. Thanks for being one of the handful of people who selflessly always had my best interest in mind.
I know its been a while since i’ve talked. I know i am neglecting my brother and my friends.
I’ve been feeling very melancholy as of late. So much has happened in the past year. I feel as if so much is always out of my control. I have no grasp in my own life.
I am trying to fix things. I am. I just feel very weak sometimes, which is probably a result of “lack of control”.
I felt a bit inspired to write something, anything down while listening to the song “Night on Earth” by the Bouncing souls.
One thing i have learned, I mean, really learned, is that things can always be worse. They really can – and be very careful with what you wish for. You may end up getting it and then regretting it.
What a better way to make my first real on post tumblr by talking about my weekend with my wonderful niece Kailly?
My sister, busy with work, asked me if I could take care of Kailly on Saturday. This quickly expanded to be Friday evening through Sunday morning. No complaints here.
Truth be told, I should spend more time with Kailly, along with a lot of other things I should be doing. This was to be our first weekend together.
Kailly is about two and a half and from what i can tell from experience, she is just about your typical two and a half-year old. We played together and watched more Disney movies than any human being should be exposed to, but all in all, I had a good time with my niece. The only time that she cried was during bed time when she missed her mother. oh, and when uncle accidentally let some soap fall in her eyes during bath time.