I’ve gone ahead and reactivated my old blog, but I am seriously considering boarding it up and closing it down. I think it might be a good idea for me to put that part of my life behind me. I’ve also spent a bit of time considering not blogging any more. At all. But since I’ve enjoyed my dabblings in Tumblr, I am gonna go ahead and give it a try.

I am going to keep the title “Awkward Silence”, though for different reasons than why I chose it in the first place. I’ve also registered the domain awkward-silence.com and should be live sometime this week.

I will try to remain a bit more focused with the content on this blog. I will try to talk a bit more about my experiences volunteering, traveling, and maybe the misc item here or there.

I am looking forward to this new chapter in my life and I hope not to bore anyone who happens to tag along

I’ve been feeling very melancholy as of late. So much has happened in the past year. I feel as if so much is always out of my control. I have no grasp in my own life.

I am trying to fix things. I am. I just feel very weak sometimes, which is probably a result of “lack of control”.

I felt a bit inspired to write something, anything down while listening to the song “Night on Earth” by the Bouncing souls.

One thing i have learned, I mean, really learned, is that things can always be worse. They really can – and be very careful with what you wish for. You may end up getting it and then regretting it.

/end bullshit.