I know its been a while since i’ve talked. I know i am neglecting my brother and my friends.
I’ve been feeling very melancholy as of late. So much has happened in the past year. I feel as if so much is always out of my control. I have no grasp in my own life.
I am trying to fix things. I am. I just feel very weak sometimes, which is probably a result of “lack of control”.
I felt a bit inspired to write something, anything down while listening to the song “Night on Earth” by the Bouncing souls.
One thing i have learned, I mean, really learned, is that things can always be worse. They really can – and be very careful with what you wish for. You may end up getting it and then regretting it.